I think about how this meeting between us was planned by some divine hand, who wrote everything many years ago; I think about how every meeting which happens in the universe was already planned but we, as human beings: stubborn and headstrong, strive to avoid that meeting. However and even when we resist ourselves or even when we go against, in any moment, probably when we do not have anything else to lose or when we are most excited with the life something unknown and unexpected, like this, is presented in front of us and it changes our path. Then and after we have passed days, months, or even years without feeling anything, we open that door to the unknown and we begin to feel how an avalanche of sensations, emotions and feelings come in, unable to stop, because once that door is opened is difficult, or maybe imposible, to close it again.
And not forgetting that several months ago I opened that door to you; the door of my heart, that new heart recomposed, reconstructed and reinvented; that throbbing heart full of love; that heart which since the first day and little by little, began to beat for you.
That was my gift for you, something that is completely mine; something that I give; I gave and I'm going to keep giving without asking anything back; something that is going to link us or is going to divide us some day; something that is going to show us the path to get to a safe place: full of dreams, hopes and love.
And this delivery that I did, and which I make official in this moment, is maybe the craziest possible; it is this delivery which is realized in the name of a dream and an ilusion; the delivery which can fill me or kill me.
